So finally I had a breakthrough with my husband....so I thought. He is a handsome naturally extremely thin sexy man. So he told me after a mild fight that I can't feed him foods that make him happy because if he had it his way he'd have a burger at lunch and pizza for dinner therefore probably dying early. So he told me to buy healthy foods and he will eat what I make to support me in my weight loss journey.
Well today my husband is sick, all of that went out the window like a jet plane. When I asked him what he wanted for dinner the choices I had for him mads him mad, as if I were intentionally trying to bother him.
After he interupted me mid sentence and getting really mad he poured him a bowl of cereal so I got on my workout gear and went for a walk. I can't do this by myself! I need him, I need his support, I crave it. I want my husband to be happy in every way possible but I need to do this, I need to eat healthy I need to be well and get fit. It is the only thing I have always wanted and never ever come close to.
I made zuchini bake and corn despite him "hating zuchini" because, well he already ate anyway. It was alright, but it almost felt like a victory. I don't know how to explain it but it felt like maybe I won and ate healthy because that is my plan. I want to succeed!
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